Crap this can't be good

Hey everyone, my names cody Jackson, I am 16 and the lead singer/ screamer in my band, I've been fallowing the "seeking truth" blog by zeke and I have a problem... I guess I'll begin there

December 8th, 2011
After reading the slenderman blog looking, no PRAYING it was I found it was true, I remember thinking "damn, I'm not going insane then...he is real...and he is after me..."

I feel my eyes slowly close and I begin the same nightmare, there is a frightened little girl, holding her Teddy bear in front of Crosby woods, singing while a tree rustles behind her, "one two slendys coming for you, three four no use in locking your door, five six limbs that look like sticks,..."
At this I find myself singing along too
"seven eight in the woods by the lake, nine ten after Cody again"
At this I stop singing and look terrified, then I see the rustling tree was not a tree at all, I see a slender hand race and stretch towards me as a tentacle gracefully fallows, the hand holds me still while the tentacles about to impale me and with that tentacle at my chest I bolt awake, I turn on my lamp to see a giant circle with a crudely drawn X through it and once again I feel him starring at me through my window, and then I realize I am no longer going to stand for this, he has been doing this off and on since I was 5, I will fight, not just sit and wait for death any longer