Beginning of the end

Wow... It has been a very long time and I now have even more questions than I know what to do with, yet oddly enough I have this unsettling feeling that I know the answers to every inquisition I hold... It is no longer the entity "SlenderMan" that I fear... Within the past four years I have realized that we may very well share a lot in common. Since the beginning I have felt different, something is wrong with me, I am not like the others who walk the day so freely, thinking that they are in full safety due to what they perceive as "Reality". I have always been able to see more... Feel more... Be scared of more... They hear a bump in the night, spot somthing moving in the dark when they are home alone, they feel fear but do not know why, because there is no such things as monsters to them. Well, i do not have the leisure of thinking such things. For I know the monsters that most think are all in their heads are all to real... And to those creatures, i am something in the way. I am one against many... And in my naive earlier years I thought all this time the one trying to help me was out to get me. Those years, those nightmares, those long nights in bed, staring at the darkness out my window knowing something was staring back... Those days were only the beginning to the end of my days walking as a " normal person". This is the end of Cody Jackson, and the beginning of something more.